It pulses and shimmers upon her skin
Like a serpent coursing ripples over naked breasts
The salty taste of my lips, in droplets
Kissing at her cherry sweet lips
With my hand on the drumof my heart beating hard
As I roll her, smoke her, chokes on her
And I drift into the parted waters of Moses
Head relaxing on soft thighs... sigh
As she Presses, caresses, touches herself to
The smooth script of my charm
The high-rise, bouncing off friction
As I ID her, owns her over a melody of 'we'
Be... it is the memory of us, hesitation
On propaganda pointing my eye
To the nude portrait of her and I
It is the memory of a promise, 'Love'
That pulses and shimmers upon her skin
Charles 20X
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Greedy....
We are greedy
for dreams.
We are greedy
for the silence
We are greedy
for knowledge that
swims by like tiny fishes.
We are craving
for beauty.
And we hunger
for connection.
There is warmth
in flesh on flesh
that ever lingers.
That which we build
Is what we burn.
We claw doors open
to strange new rooms
We are greedy
for just one glimpse
of worlds forbidden.
We are greedy
for love.
We are monsters,
tender monsters
for what love can make us.
for dreams.
We are greedy
for the silence
We are greedy
for knowledge that
swims by like tiny fishes.
We are craving
for beauty.
And we hunger
for connection.
There is warmth
in flesh on flesh
that ever lingers.
That which we build
Is what we burn.
We claw doors open
to strange new rooms
We are greedy
for just one glimpse
of worlds forbidden.
We are greedy
for love.
We are monsters,
tender monsters
for what love can make us.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
A Street Car Called Desire....
do you ever wish
that we had met
before...
do you wonder
as I often do
how it would be
if only...
in my fantasies
I tease your neck
kiss your breasts
lick you
if you are truly
i n c o m p l e t e
why do you hesitate?
is it not the full moon waning?
so little star time,
so few moonbeams left to capture
my heart yearns
come play with me
that we had met
before...
do you wonder
as I often do
how it would be
if only...
in my fantasies
I tease your neck
kiss your breasts
lick you
if you are truly
i n c o m p l e t e
why do you hesitate?
is it not the full moon waning?
so little star time,
so few moonbeams left to capture
my heart yearns
come play with me
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
While I Wait....
While I wait
I wonder, how you heal
How does your heart feel
Are you at ease with your logic’s decision
Can you sense my affliction
I wonder if you get impatient
For my days are shadowed with doubt
My heart is heavy, my breath is weak
I am out in the light but my skin is cold as ice
Sunlight does not penetrate my eyes
I’ve come a long way to be near you
Now I am close in body and far in thought
Far from your heart’s desire
You do not write or call
Leaving it up to chance if we should meet again
I don’t understand a love so passive
You see for me the urge is constant
I see your face when I awake
Desire your touch throughout the day
I want to look into your eyes and feel your heart’s warmth
I need to wrap my arms around you and feel you close
It’s the only way I know
I wonder, how you heal
How does your heart feel
Are you at ease with your logic’s decision
Can you sense my affliction
I wonder if you get impatient
For my days are shadowed with doubt
My heart is heavy, my breath is weak
I am out in the light but my skin is cold as ice
Sunlight does not penetrate my eyes
I’ve come a long way to be near you
Now I am close in body and far in thought
Far from your heart’s desire
You do not write or call
Leaving it up to chance if we should meet again
I don’t understand a love so passive
You see for me the urge is constant
I see your face when I awake
Desire your touch throughout the day
I want to look into your eyes and feel your heart’s warmth
I need to wrap my arms around you and feel you close
It’s the only way I know
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Loving on The Run...
It was long ago but I remember
I had love, a heart to call my own
There were fights, struggles
But at the end of the day, when she lay in my embrace there was peace
with the knowledge that someone out there believed in me... blindly
No matter how insecure I become I knew I could count on my beloved to save me,
strengthen me, comfort me,
Somewhere down the road I decided to give that up
No more safety blanket, no more secure heart
I lean on me, break my own fall
I get my loving on the run, when I get some
I want to grow in heart, my ability to care, love, understand
Support the ones I love without expectations
I want a clear vision
I’ve loved the wrong people and the wrong people have loved me
My reason for allowing a commitment were insufficient
And my obsession with getting them to love me has brought me much pain and suffering
I’ve hurt and confused, as much as I've been hurt and confused
From now on, I want to live without strings
To give, to love, without labels
To selflessly care for those who need me
To be a strong link, able to love and care for those in need of blind compassion
Without the need of ego gratification
with the simple desire to be a part of something bigger than me
I don’t want to live alone
Love alone , conquer fears alone
Attain my desires alone
I want to live and share my heart with everyone
My body is a tool I’ll use to accomplish my soul’s desires
A healthy heart will allow me to walk the path to my dreams
A fit body will carry my heart through the paths that my mind chooses
So I must keep a healthy mind, clear of negative thoughts for a bright future
For darkness brings not light but blindness
The things I want are in the future
They are new and made of something I never had
Therefore I cannot expect to attain these things If I insist on bringing dreams of the past with me
For the dreams of the past have already been carried out, If not by you then by others
We cannot carry the past into the future, change or recreate it as it once was
I must create new dreams and realize them
I do not carry my mistakes into my future , I carry an understanding of the result of my past actions
I allow myself to change direction, To grow in new ways, To desire new things, new shapes
I allow myself to want more and need less, To care and be cared for, To love and expect nothing in return
I want a clearer vision of the world, An honest view of my heart and my part in life
Real feelings without superficial reason, Passion without ulterior motives
I want to feel everything with love, with the understanding that I am in control of my feelings,
my heart, my emotions
I do not need to recreate happy moments
I want to experience happy actions and reactions
I want to learn the art of feeling good
The art of making life good
I don’t want to feel as good as before but better
For it can be limiting to wish a past condition or a new version of it
Just a thought
I had love, a heart to call my own
There were fights, struggles
But at the end of the day, when she lay in my embrace there was peace
with the knowledge that someone out there believed in me... blindly
No matter how insecure I become I knew I could count on my beloved to save me,
strengthen me, comfort me,
Somewhere down the road I decided to give that up
No more safety blanket, no more secure heart
I lean on me, break my own fall
I get my loving on the run, when I get some
I want to grow in heart, my ability to care, love, understand
Support the ones I love without expectations
I want a clear vision
I’ve loved the wrong people and the wrong people have loved me
My reason for allowing a commitment were insufficient
And my obsession with getting them to love me has brought me much pain and suffering
I’ve hurt and confused, as much as I've been hurt and confused
From now on, I want to live without strings
To give, to love, without labels
To selflessly care for those who need me
To be a strong link, able to love and care for those in need of blind compassion
Without the need of ego gratification
with the simple desire to be a part of something bigger than me
I don’t want to live alone
Love alone , conquer fears alone
Attain my desires alone
I want to live and share my heart with everyone
My body is a tool I’ll use to accomplish my soul’s desires
A healthy heart will allow me to walk the path to my dreams
A fit body will carry my heart through the paths that my mind chooses
So I must keep a healthy mind, clear of negative thoughts for a bright future
For darkness brings not light but blindness
The things I want are in the future
They are new and made of something I never had
Therefore I cannot expect to attain these things If I insist on bringing dreams of the past with me
For the dreams of the past have already been carried out, If not by you then by others
We cannot carry the past into the future, change or recreate it as it once was
I must create new dreams and realize them
I do not carry my mistakes into my future , I carry an understanding of the result of my past actions
I allow myself to change direction, To grow in new ways, To desire new things, new shapes
I allow myself to want more and need less, To care and be cared for, To love and expect nothing in return
I want a clearer vision of the world, An honest view of my heart and my part in life
Real feelings without superficial reason, Passion without ulterior motives
I want to feel everything with love, with the understanding that I am in control of my feelings,
my heart, my emotions
I do not need to recreate happy moments
I want to experience happy actions and reactions
I want to learn the art of feeling good
The art of making life good
I don’t want to feel as good as before but better
For it can be limiting to wish a past condition or a new version of it
Just a thought
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Why!!!
My 1st blog...
It sure does feel like a baby step...as it surely is
Dwelling in heaven's hell. Nothing is further from the truth that resides in my mind and drives me to make a miracle of words. I bet that this experience is going to be a beautiful struggle!!!
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